well as everyone is aware the new year has begun and it looks like its going to be a good one for me anyways. i got a new boyfriend after the heart breaking break up with my last one at the end of last year and ill be attending college this year too. ill also be giving myself the treat of a few tattoos so when i finish designing them and get them embedded in my skin ill post the design and the finished product so that should be interesting. i thank everyone for their comments as well and hope u all have a happy new year!!

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its been about two weeks since my japan adventure and i loved it there for anyone who wants to know...well im back after a long while of rest and hopefully after i get this stupid scanner hooked up to the computer i can submit some of my art that is alot better than alot of my art i have on here now :sighs in shame of poor quaility work...: so hope everyone loves the up coming work! @.@

listening to: Broder Daniel

oh yeah eee yeah eee yeah oh woo oowoooohwoo oh lieee eeieei...yeah anyway(that was part of the song luke skywalker that i like to sing along to *looks around to see if anyone is watching*)...im so ridiculously childishly scared with butterflies in my stomach to go on my exchange trip to Japan...im getting anxiety and such...its so nerve racking...im going to be in someone elses house and there's a language barrier as i don't understand ingerish every well...im feverishly trying to learn the vocab that was given to us to try to learn...im so afraid im going to say something wrong or do something to offend them...and that people are going to look at me wierd as im average height here 5.5 and im paler than anyone else that i know...i also wear alot of make up and im worried that im not going to have enough time to take care of myself properly like brushing teeth and washing my face and then have time to get ready to go some where...i mean i can get ready in 15 mins but my roomate doesn't really wear makeup and stuff so i dont know really if i'll get the 15 mins every time we go some where and stuff...i guess im hoping that my host chick wears some type of makeup and adores herself in some way so that that gives my ample time...i dont know i guess im just freaking myself out about too many little things...

Currently: mortified
Watching: Aliens

The now, then, and after: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *cries hysterically in a dark corner*
...ok let me explain...first of all i'm not one to be easily freaked or anything but what happened yesterday was beyond a freak out moment...it was hystaria...(now this may not sound all that bad and it will probably turn out to be one of those 'you should have been there' things but here it goes)
...so Allison, Meg, and i were in a store called Weis that's just up the street from where we live and we went there to get some food, icecream and soda and such, when this guy who was watching us ever since we crossed the road at this stop sign. (i swear he was either a petifile or thought we were hookers or something else extremely nasty or perverted *shivers*and ) so in the store we were getting icecream, and i had the idea of them mixing the mint choco chip with the cookie dough so that it would make mint choco chip cookie dough (which would be awesome by the way), and this guy who was obviously following us through the store said to us (and i remind you we have no idea who this guy is or anything and he looked like a semi retarded slum, socks didn't even match *shivers again*and ) "cookie dough is good too!" as if we were just going to continue with that into a conversation....we just stood there for a second and then continued walking in the other direction freaked out. Allison and i freaked out the most and wished that our personal body guard (a good over protective friend) Bill was there (who it just figures was away)...so we huddled together and whimpered for awhile all the way home...freakish isn't it? maybe anyway but it was scary...
Hey i got any idea to whom ever reads this, go ahead and tell me about any freaky movents that you may have had!