listening to: Broder Daniel

oh yeah eee yeah eee yeah oh woo oowoooohwoo oh lieee eeieei...yeah anyway(that was part of the song luke skywalker that i like to sing along to *looks around to see if anyone is watching*)...im so ridiculously childishly scared with butterflies in my stomach to go on my exchange trip to Japan...im getting anxiety and such...its so nerve racking...im going to be in someone elses house and there's a language barrier as i don't understand ingerish every well...im feverishly trying to learn the vocab that was given to us to try to learn...im so afraid im going to say something wrong or do something to offend them...and that people are going to look at me wierd as im average height here 5.5 and im paler than anyone else that i know...i also wear alot of make up and im worried that im not going to have enough time to take care of myself properly like brushing teeth and washing my face and then have time to get ready to go some where...i mean i can get ready in 15 mins but my roomate doesn't really wear makeup and stuff so i dont know really if i'll get the 15 mins every time we go some where and stuff...i guess im hoping that my host chick wears some type of makeup and adores herself in some way so that that gives my ample time...i dont know i guess im just freaking myself out about too many little things...